15
Feb
09

The Dream. [Tale]

Ch;1

>I walk briskly down the hall, following orders, head straight ahead, listening for any sign of him. My grey robe drags along the ground behind me, slowing me down slightly, I hate this thing. I round the corner, eyes trying to focus on anything in the rooms that speed by, ears listening for any sign behind the closed doors. I take the stairs two at time, trying not to fall as my robe catches beneath my feet. I hear a the sound of shower at the end of the hall, my pace speeds up as I go for the door. I knock loudly, trying to beat the sound of the running shower, I hear it turn off and someone approach the door. The doorknob turns and there He is. “Mr. Volkovna, the Lord wants to see you now,” I say quickly before lowering my eyes as a sign of respect. I assume he smiles or at least nods before walking past me, only a towel. “Sir, you might need to change,” I mutter, I do try not sound disrespectful. “Oh, right” he answers before turning quickly back into his room.
>I wait outside, my mind wandering slightly, I remember the trip to this place, it was a cold day, I had been awake for 36 hours when I got the call, an hour later I was in transit, on my way to Сім. The nine hour drive was good, I got to sleep a bit, the scenery was nice too, a pity we didn’t stop to get a better look. The thing I remember most about that day was the fire, the charred remains of the forests on the outskirts of Сім, I can remember the smell of burning sap and leaves.
“Where is the Lord?” I hear Him ask.
“In the Grand Hall,” I respond, following Him down the hall towards the stairs, He walks fast and it’s hard for me to keep up, but I try my best. We rush through the main foyer, past a small girl sitting in the lush green arm chair, she must be the daughter of one of the other Lords. We walk through the main doors that lead into the waiting area, I stop here. Secretaries aren’t allowed past here, ever. I watch Him go into the Grand Hall, he looks back at me and smiles. I take seat on the lounge by the door, waiting, as you would do in a waiting room.

>Сім is a big city, the Seventh and most power city of the Neo Order. It’s where Kiev used to be, before it was destroyed in the war. I’m too young to remember how I used to be, but from what I learnt in school, it seemed like the world was a terrible place, full of crime and hate, corrupt presidencies and bureaucrats, where children died from starvation and women were raped. It was terrible place, that’s what they used to tell us, over and over again; even made us write it when we asked about it too much.
>Schooling was short, 9 years and then we were sorted into our professions. Serfs, Lords, Ladies, Delegates, Secretaries, B-guards or Soldiers. Serf was the worst you could get picked for, only those with an E.I.R below 130I were Serfs, B-guards were above 130E but below 150I. Lords and Ladies were above 250E, but under 200I, Secretaries had to have above 250I, they didn’t care about E. And Delegates were the hardest to get into, 250I, 300E. I had 300I but a low E rating, so I was assigned to be a Secretary. I’ve worked in all the cities, always in the Manors, never in the Parlisions, though.

>The door opened and the Lord stepped out, followed by his B-Guard. “Mikhail, follow me,” he said, looking me directly in the eye, that never happens, ever. I stood up, quietly and walked into the room, I stood to the side, not wanting to venture too far in. I see Him sitting in the chair closest to me. I notice the Lord beckoning me towards the head of the table. As I walk past Him, He hands me a piece of paper; I look at him, briefly confused, but hid the note. I don’t know why I didn’t tear it up, notes are illegal, but maybe I wanted something to happen, something that isn’t restricted by them. I walk slowly towards the head of the table, as I do, people begin to leave, one by one they exit the room, leaving behind a sense of foreboding that gives me a bad feeling. As I reach the Lord, everyone is gone, even his B-Guard. I keep my eyes on the floor, too frightened to look up.
“Mikhail, my boy, sit” His voice is stern yet kind, I do as instructed, placing myself on the chair next to him. I can smell the dinner that was just served here, pasta, the Cook’s specialty.
“You’re a dedicated boy, one who under-credited for his silent achievements. I would like to reward you, by adopting you into my family,”
My stomach drops, this has never been done before, or at least I haven’t heard of it being done before.
“It would be an honor,” I whisper, the lump in my throat preventing me from speaking anymore.

>The paper work was drawn up, and signed in an hour. I’m now part of the family. I am now a Lord-to-be. I exit the Grand Hall, walk through the waiting room and into the Lobby, the girl is still in her seat, even though the Lords have left.
“Have you read the note?” she asks, her eyes are swelling with knowledge, she knows a lot, that’s for sure. I just shake my head and walk away. As soon as I round the corner I open the note. It reads: Meet in my room at 03.90. The writing is elegant and perfect, like it was typed out instead of written.

15
Oct
08

Slander for the Masses

There are words which are best left unsaid,
And those that should not be spoken at all.
When people cross these lines, of what to say and to whom, you have to start wondering who you can trust. Moreover, if you should trust at all.

People have faith in others, because, as humans, we need to know there are those we can open ourselves up to, those will be there for us and will not divulge your greatest secrets to others. These are our greatest friends, and the people closest to us, even if we don’t admit it, our confidantes. When these people betray us, tell our secrets, repeat our thoughts, then we are left with nothing, empty shells, no secrets, nothing.
Our secrets are what make us

The people who spill our secrets are gossips and not trustworthy, thus they shan’t even be trusted by those they gossip with, those that break our trust, never gain it again, their reputation is marred for life with the people they betray.

:My thoughts at the moment:

xx
Devin

20
Sep
08

Gas Masks and Beauty Scars

Lalalala~
That is my current phrase xD
Especially when I’m bored.

Things have been interesting of late.
Very interesting xD.
I think that, all in all, this has been the most Soap Opera month or two of my life.
xD
[Seriously Mucked Up II]

Well.
Other than than,
School has been boring.
Adventure World next week xP
Should be fun – Im going to be the Scemo representative there!

I got re-elected into the S.C
I’m still figuring out if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.
Im going to be going for Head Boy soon – it’s going to be BORING.
I really want to get, only so that I can, maybe, initiate change in the S.C,
OVER THRIW THE BOYD!
>D

That’s all

[Diamonds&&Angels]

xoxo

19
Aug
08

Capacity to Feel

They say we are humans and not animals because of our capacity to feel,
Is it not then this capacity that drives us to hate, kill, love, envy, lust, and is it not then the reason for our pain and suffering as well as our happiness and rejoicing?

Having the capacity to feel is like wielding a double edged sword, you can mar the enemy, or destroy yourself…
Having the capacity to feel is like walking on the razor’s edge, you could topple at any moment…

I wish I were a cat…

17
Aug
08

Hope…&&Loss

I hate hope…
Especially when you build all your hopes up so high,
Only to have them knocked down by some random, unexpected turn of events (:

The past few days were pretty good…
Well, Thurs and Fri.
I was all like *YAY! things look really good*
Then todai…
Everything I thought was going good,
Was actually going bad.

So yeah :/

xoxo

19
May
08

Tumblr Plz?

OKAI!
I’m moving blog for awhile.
Again.

I’m going to Tumblr : D
Bai
for nowz

VISIT~
http://satinsheets.tumblr.com/

xoxo
:đενοℓυτιοи;

14
May
08

Appreciation of Friends

Okai!!
This is dedicated to all my brilliant friends.
The friend who make me smile,
The people who are always there for me.
The people I can bitch with,
And the people who I share really good memories with.

Me and my friends are perfect for each other – more or less
We have all types of people,
Perverts/Bakers/Writers/Math Nerds/Roleplayers/Musicians/A giraffe
We’re vast in the way we think and act…
With some many personalities,
You’d think we clash – we don’t!
That’s what makes them great.

We’ve gone through thick and thin,
The good and the bad,
And we’re all standing strong together.

We tell each other secrets,
It strengthens our bond with each other…
We get involved in everything TOGETHER!
We make sure that we’re all there for each other,
And we’re all willing to help out.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
Without them,
I don’t think I’d survive.

Thanks Guys

xoxo
:D evin;

13
May
08

SiicK!

O-M-G
I hate being sick,
It’s so boring and restrictive.
I can barely concentrate on anything at the moment,
AND!
I’m trying to do homework…
Which doesn’t really help either.
I mean,
My sore throat is kinda better,
But my head is spinning,
And my stomach hates me :/

So yeah,
I’ve been alternating between T.V and Homework for most of the day…
It’s been boring,
No-one is online,
And I can’t talk to any one,
So yeah.
It’s bad.

xoxo
:đενοℓυτιοи;

08
May
08

Less Than Three

Ps. Less Than Three = <3
So yeah!

I’m liek insane~~ @.@
Ya!
You already knew that though.
But Oh Well….
I won’t even bother explaining <33

But yeah!
We’re (Mishy/Nat/Tahlia/Yeemon/Me)
Are writing to the cast of TWILIGHT!
In hope for a letter from them and yeah <3
It’ll be fun.

OMG!
T.V CVC!
Is so going to phail xD
Soz.
But it just is,
The year 10s running it are like the epitome of nerdiness…
So yeah.
Fail.

You’re getting a lot out of me tonight <3

xoxo
:đενοℓυτιοи;

08
May
08

Mother Nature Only Wants What’s Best for her Children…

…And Me

OMG!
The forum is going well,
We’re at liek 3,471 posts
: D
I ish are so happeh,
I mean liek,
I was a member of this one forum,
And in 2 years,
We only had liek 2500 post.
IN YOUR FACE GAMING MASTERS!
*psycho!*

Yeah…
I’m in need of a life,
Will buy for $3.45 or less
(:
I WANT ONE WITH AN EMMETT!

Moving on.
I’ve got 71 contacts online (MSN) right,
Luckily I’m appearing offline,
So no-one’s talking…
xD

xoxo
:đενοℓυτιοи;